friends?

"FRIEND"

now its such a strange word to me

what does it mean?

I dunno, and wont noe

Im really confuse

I think we are good friends

from trainin camp

we go through many things together

until now

I dunno

but maybe,

"we are really not suit"

I did really try to be ok

but..

can I do it my own self?

its the time to say out my feelins

it might be better

after I keep it deep in my heart for such long time

well,u changed

a lot

I dunno how to say

maybe its my fault too

but I think u are too unreasonable sometimes

too stuborn

too like to control

and do smt I really dun understand why should u do like that

too emotional

I tried to be fine wif u

I help u do things

well, Im not wantin anythin bac,

juz how can you

juz shoot me like that

wil u think abt my feel?

maybe too straight is not ur fault

but ur pattern, the kuan

like I keep doin tose faults

then keep scoldin me,well,or juz very behsyok d say to me

my small faults

and I felt that u like to chang fan diao wif we

maybe juz my feel

u think lik that I wil syok meh

u also noe behsyok

then how abt me?!!

Im bad too

I get angry easily

Im selfish

but I can forget all those unhappy things fast

then be fine wif u

but

I really dun lik to repeat it once and again

hear me please

I really wan u as my best friends

after these daes, I noe

the way we think and do are really not same at all

we cant 赞同each others' way,but dun try to change others

and

maybe we should learn abt

容忍and 宽恕

"退一步----风平浪静，海阔天空"

can us?

god bless us

Im really exhausted.