Hey there. So two point one has come to an end. In a few hours time.
It's 24/4 now, 2.33am, imagine I am having my last exam 8 hours later.
Anatomy ospe.
It's 24/4 now, 2.33am, imagine I am having my last exam 8 hours later.
Anatomy ospe.
Always got the urge to come up here at this kind of weird-should-not-be-here moment.
Whatsoever.
Whatsoever.
Currently reading upper limb, which got much more interesting and viable after my dear roomaatees explained and demonstrated to me.
It's just that I'm always having problem in memorising things. Remembering things, particularly.
Okay. I'm actually here to say I actually had a not-so-bad study week, and a it's-normal-to-be-not-so-good exam week.
My roomaatees both went back Penang this time, and leave me the whole room.
I actually appreciated some loner moments which I can actually focus on studying, although not really frequent, but it saves me lots of personal time.
Throwing my mind back to the last study week,
which I was having quite a lot of people here,
is unbearable.
I got a hard time trying to focus and concentrate but keep failing.
And I'm frustrated of myself and anyone around.
To be honest, I am annoyed by everyone by the time.
But I fail to express what I feel and what I need.
Which makes me so stressfull. Yea, like what you guys said.
Not stressful because I wanna do well in my exams but
because of I cannot control myself, or anything, by that time.
I had to waste my time on unnecessary things and people which makes me hate them so much.
And I had to hate myself too for everything.
That was really sucks.
Anyway, went thro, and Im okay now, and I am better this time.
Not sure in terms of results I will get, but definitely the feeling of whole study week,
and this exam week.
Which makes me feel relax and okay.
Because I do really worked on something, so I'm quite free of guiltiness.
And makes me a so happy person when my roomaatee are back.
I enjoyed all those silly nonsense we made everyday.
I really appreciate you all, and myself being this way.
I could have work harder, stressed out more but I choose not to.
And I didn't really regretted.
I'm glad I chose to pass my exam week like this.
I'm happy and I love you all ;)
Thanks for being here and there.
See you, two point two,
Throwing my mind back to the last study week,
which I was having quite a lot of people here,
is unbearable.
I got a hard time trying to focus and concentrate but keep failing.
And I'm frustrated of myself and anyone around.
To be honest, I am annoyed by everyone by the time.
But I fail to express what I feel and what I need.
Which makes me so stressfull. Yea, like what you guys said.
Not stressful because I wanna do well in my exams but
because of I cannot control myself, or anything, by that time.
I had to waste my time on unnecessary things and people which makes me hate them so much.
And I had to hate myself too for everything.
That was really sucks.
Anyway, went thro, and Im okay now, and I am better this time.
Not sure in terms of results I will get, but definitely the feeling of whole study week,
and this exam week.
Which makes me feel relax and okay.
Because I do really worked on something, so I'm quite free of guiltiness.
And makes me a so happy person when my roomaatee are back.
I enjoyed all those silly nonsense we made everyday.
I really appreciate you all, and myself being this way.
I could have work harder, stressed out more but I choose not to.
And I didn't really regretted.
I'm glad I chose to pass my exam week like this.
I'm happy and I love you all ;)
Thanks for being here and there.
See you, two point two,
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