What's wrong?

 After all the days of telling myself, "it's okay", "I understood", "I know it's not my problem, I'm just not the one he's looking for",

I still ended up this morning crying again doubting myself.

It's not as easy as I thought to get over,

although everything can make its sense.

It still hurts deep when getting rejected by a person who you find them a decent human being.

What went wrong? Which part of me he didn't like? 

Which side of me could be better?

Is there any miscommunication?

What if I show the more lovable side of me more?

What's wrong with me?

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I thought I finally figure out the art of being vulnerable,

which is the major problem I had over the past years.

I thought things will get right after that point,

but apparently, not?

Learning how to speak out my thoughts and feelings more,

but I'm still stuck here.

I accept myself and love myself more,

but it still doesn't help in this kind of situation.

So what's really wrong?

Should I ask for the answer?

Will there be an answer?

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The saddest part of this is that you made the "Invisible string" sad.

I loved it so much